3 weeks

The little guy is due in 3 weeks.. Hopefully less. I can't seem to sleep anymore and feel just like a hippo would. I did make it through this pregnacy pretty easy though. I never did throw up from morning sickness and didnt have any real problems. Although, working these last few weeks have been getting harder. The night I worked till 1:30am was the last. I have 2 days left of work and then I am done.. Yeah!! So far, the little guy does not have a name, and is doing well so far. I can't wait till he is here.

Merry Christmas to all

Just wanted to wish a Merry Christmas to all.. Hope it's a wonderful day. You are all in my thoughts on this day.. Love always

Snow Pictures

It snowed!!! Its so pretty but really to deep to go have fun in.. My shoes would be soaked in minutes.. I am glad I am not due for another 4 1/2 weeks.. I would hate to go into labor and have to drive in this stuff.. Will post pictures later.

New Band

I just fell in love with another band.. Westlife is awesome.. It's not christian but it is nice music. I love the emotion in it of course.. :)

The snow is beautiful

34 weeks pregnant.. I feel like a hippo really.. ;)

My little guy

I have 7 weeks left and I can't wait. Although, part of me is scared, the other is so excited. We still have not picked a name yet. But that's ok. As long as we have one before he is born, then it's fine. As long as the little guy is healthy and strong, that's all I really want.

My joys and breakdowns

I guess I have always been emotional, although, being pregnant does make it worse.. Sometimes, I am so happy I cant contain it and others I just can't seem to get through the day without crying. Today, I broke down thinking about my mom.. I sent out an email to everyone in the village asking forgivness and saying thank you, and only one person replied.. It stung, hurt, and my heart sank. To make it worse, I asked my mom if she got it and all she replied was "yes". I need to let go and move on and I can't seem to.. Why do people there hate me so much that they can't even forgive me? That they delete me from their lives, I am dead to them, to everything I have known my whole life. How can they do that? I try and all I do is end up in tears when reality hits me. I want to just love God no matter what.. I miss and love my family so much, and I hope they realize one day, that I am not dead. May God help me through the next few months till I have my baby and after. I asked my mom to come, but she nor my sister will give me an answer.. Guess its not ment to be.. First my wedding and now the baby. Please just pray that that I get over the pain soon..