Monday, October 19, 2009
Yesterday, I received a text from an old friend, that stung. I feel like it is now time to move on to a different life. I have been holding out hope that one day my friends would still want to be my friend even though I no longer lived there, but after a friend from there sent me a heartbreaking text, I decided It's time to move on with my life and quit trying to make them see that I am still God's child. I cannot change what everyone thinks of me, only what i think of myself. Its time I quit writing my sister to try and convince her to love me, it's time that I quit writing my friends and trying to make them understand my choice, and its time to quit trying to stay in contact with people that can no longer see me as a friend. I am grateful for what God has given me and I need to be ok with everything. May God turn their hearts one day. I love and miss them all and hope that they will always know that.